Recently, i found myself talking to a person about my gear(catsuit, hoods, shoes etc), just the small talk, he praising my pics and my collection, talking about how he wanted similar gear. did not think so much about it.
later when i uploaded a new pic. he once again commented.
i jokingly replied "im sexy and i know it", where he clarified that: no its not you i praise, its your gear.
i admit it stung, i mean, latex makes me feel good, feel beautiful sexy cool. my curves, my sexy bum, with help from the corset, a feminine hip, . it brings out courage and a persona i usually hide under my everyday boring scared self.
i can agree its my gear that brings that out. The clothing, the shoes, the hoods, the protectionmask. but also got me thinking...without me in them, they are just a pile of rubberclothing, objects, no magic there, well shoes are nice to look at generally, BUT, there would be no Neutralpoint or whatever i call myself on the web as my persona. the latex brings out MY potential, my shapes and curves.
i find what that guy said rude, he was rude, trying deliberately or not to bring me down, if he had similare gear, heŽd still be that rude person.
am i just being silly childish or am i right to be offended?
Gay guys will be gay guys, not all gays are like: HI WANNA FUKK?
BUT...another fine example of gay male went from praising me to calling me ugly dissgusting when i said no to letting him fuck me. i mean i am a humang being with feelings, who happen to like latex...
im sorry if i use the group-blog for my own whining , but iŽd like to ask all of your opinions on the subject, is ith the gear or the guy wearing them? or a symbiosis?